Twisting turning I'm still burning Scheming dreaming I'm still dreaming all of my life away They're pulling at me It's coming true Creeping in from shadows What can I do? I can feel it changing me What have I become? I'm never showing What I'm undergoing I never feel them come Twisting turning I'm still burning Dreaming scheming
I'm still bleeding all of my life away Hating yearning I'm not learning Churning burning I'm still turning inside out I'm never knowing Just what I'm undergoing Everything takes a little away Blind anger, blind rage And I think it's k**ing me, it's k**ing me Monsters are real Do you know how it feels? To be a monster all of your life