I've watched my peers surpa** me as i lay left in the dirt
Been cut short so many times, i think i'm used to being hurt
When things are too perfect, i gotta self destruct
Cause i'm masochistic loser, i like feeling like i'm f**ed
Like a cold you can't shake, or a habit you can't break
Staring back at a shattered mirror, i don't recognize my face
See age carving itself into my weathered skin
But still i wake up each day knowing i can't win
Watching bills stack up, a collection warning everyday
Drowning in debt and regret, with no way for me to pay
The constant struggle and uphill battle, i'm losing the war
A man must know his limits, i can't take anymore
Draining me like a battery
Only concerned with your urge to feed
Bleeding me dry no will left to fight
s**ing my soul like a parasite