will i ever be able to break down those walls around on me that i have built up for way too long? those protecting walls i gave become to hate those walls that alienated me from the world those walls that made me feel so alone i know i still need them as a protective shield but i also need that warmth that i have been seeking for (for so long) and i came to realize that those walls are made of cold bricks and cold stones and now what do i do?