Sick of being a martyr to a lost cause
With all of your f**ing rules and your stupid cause
It's hard to believe that it turned out this bad
With nothing left of what we used to have
And I feel alone
That's cause enough to make me fear myself
The things you always hear about are happening to someone else
And now that you're with me, I'm afraid that I will be alone
I never dreamed that I would make it this far
I'll never make it on my own
Not without a shot in the dark
And I don't understand the things that seem to hold me back
You'll never understand me
You'll never understand my pain
Now that I see clearly
Now that the pain has gone away
My eyes are closed
You'll never understand my pain
My eyes are closed
The visions seem to pa** before my eyes
The things I think about come crashing down with all the lies
Another minute here is a minute that I've spent too long
And all the things that I think that I have found
Concluded in the photographs of you that're strewn upon the ground
Another failure here I think that I'll just have to quit
I'll have to quit