Gazing up to the blackened sky
Makes part of me slowly die
Among the clouds I can see a dove
The messenger of love
Follow it, they said, to paradise
Afterwards I hate them and their lies
It was the beginning of my demise
I've been in paradise, don't want to go back
It made my feelings go numb and black
I couldn't find the desire of my heart
It was far away and slowly breaking apart
Hypocrisy and lies
There is no f**ing paradise
Looking for the love of my life
It isn't in your f**ing paradise
I'm grasping for air, so thick I can't breathe
Inhale, exhale, asphyxiate
Among the clouds I can see a dove
The messenger of hate