[Verse]
Came out the womb and it was doom
G, man had plastic, I never had no silver spoon
Poor ting pickney, every day we made do
God bless my mum, she looked in the cupboard and saw nothing, but give thanks, managed to make food
She kept on saying though, God will get us through
There's four people what are living in this yard
But the food she's cooking can feed two
Bro's in jail and dad ain't about, no more Cartoon Network, let's get loot
I weren't satisfied with scraping by
I wasn't satisfied with making do
Everything's disfunctional
Turned me to a raging bull
Big man stress, I couldn't concentrate in school
Shot a Q to Patrick, pick up Paige from school
I ain't happy, plus my mind is breaking too
Looking through the windows-
[Hook]
They don't really know my pain
They don't really know this road, this life, these scars
Can I make it out the game? No chance
They don't really know my life
They don't really know my grandmas, my flow
Can I make it out the game? I don't know
[Verse 2]
Looking through the windows of Frank Johnson's
Thinking how I'm gonna get them 95s in grey and blue
Road money put food in my fridge
And road money gave me clothes to go to school
I ain't accepting where my life is at
Tired of being a have not
Going inside a shop, knowing I couldn't buy that
So I'm on the beat, drums, including the high hats
Red brick, Clapham, North G I'm tryna find cats
Money's where my mind's at
Gunpowder life got me sidetracked
Drifting from my fam because I wanted to be the man
Didn't give a damn, pain, that was my bad
Ten racks on the bed, it's nuts, I nearly climaxed
Life's like a movie, and I'm watching it in IMAX
Theres a elephant in the room, some try act
And hide facts, but the fact is life went sh**, road changed
You think you know, pain
[Hook]
They don't really know my pain
They don't really know this road, this life, these scars
Can I make it out the game? No chance
They don't really know my life
They don't really know my grandmas, my flow
Can I make it out the game? I don't know