[Hangul Lyrics]
마지 못해 눈을 떠 먼저
머리맡 전화기를 확인 하고
긴 한숨 쉬고 또 한참을
기억이 조각난 내 어젯밤 일을 떠올려보다가
또 한숨 쉬고
나 무슨 말을 했는지
또 너를 곤란케 한건 아닌지
너를 싫다는 너를 붙잡고
보고 싶단 말만
아픈 그 이름만 불러댄 기억뿐
[Chorus]
가슴을 다 털어낼 수 있다면
너란 기억 먼지 하나까지
너란 사람 참 지독한 중독만 같아
내 머리가 고장 간 건지
내 가슴이 취해버린 건지
비틀대며 찾는 곳은
니가 살다 간 내 세상
지난 밤을 사과하려
너의 번호만 계속 눌러보다
니가 받을까 놀라 끊어보고
망설이다 용기 내
너의 목소리를 기다리는 일분이
일년처럼 느껴져
미안하단 그 한마디만
다신 안 그런다 하려 했는데
너는 전화기 너머에 너는
바쁜일 있는지 날 피하는지
멀게망 느껴져
[Chorus]
달콤한 기억은 잔인하게
온 몸에 독처럼 퍼져가
날 미치게 만드네
치라리 다 기억할 수 없다면
너를 만나 사랑한 그날 다
나혼자만 또 이러는 게 지겹다 해도
내 머리는너만 외워내고
내 가슴은 너만 안고 싶어
한 걸음도 널 떠날 수 없는 날 어떡해
어떡해 어떡해... 어떡해
[Romanization]
Maji mot hae nuneul ddeo meonjeo
Meorimat jeongwagireul hwagin hago
Gin hansum shwigo ddo hanchameul
Gi-eoki jogaknan nae eojeatbam ileul ddeo-ollyeo-bodaga
Ddo hansum shwigo
Na museun maleul haetneunji
Ddo neoreul gollankae hangeon aninji
Neoreul shiltaneun neoreul butjapgo
Bogo sipdeon malman
Apeun keu ireumman bulleodaen gieok-bbun
[Chorus]
Gaseumeul da teoreonael su itdamyeon
Neoran gieok meonjeo hana kkaji
Neoran saram cham jidokhan jungdokman kata
Nae meoriga gojang gan geonji
Nae gaseumi chwi-hae beorin geonji
Biteuldaemyeo chatneun goseun
Niga salda gan nae saesang
Jinan bameul sagwa haryeo
Neoye beonhoman gyesok nulleoboda
Niga badeulkka nolla kkeunheobogo
Mangseolida yonggi nae
Neoye moksorireul kidarineun ilbuni
Ilnyeon cheoreom neukkyeojyeo
Mianhadan keu hanmadi man
Dashin an keureonda haryeo hetneundae
Neoneun jeonhwagi neomeoae neoneun
Babbeunil itneunji nal pihanheunji
Meolgaemang neukkyeo jyo
[Chorus]
Dalkomhan gieokeun janinhagae
On momae dokcheoreom peojyeoga
Nal michigae mandeunae
Chirari da gieok hal su eobdamyeon
Neoreul manna saranghan keunal da
Na honjaman ddo ireoneun gae jigyeobda haedo
Nae meorineun neoman weiwo-naego
Nae gaseumeun neoman ango sipeo
Han keoreumdo neol ddeonal su eopneun nal eoddeokhae
Eoddeokhae eoddeokhae... Eoddeokhae
[English Translation]
First, open my reluctant eyes
To check my bedside phone
And take one long breath, and pause for a bit
While trying to think about my fragmented last night
Take another deep breath
What did I say
And whether I did something to cause you trouble
"I hate you," I grab you
Only saying that I miss you
Only calling that painful name can be remembered
[Chorus]
If I could just dust off my heart
Down to the dust of memories of you
Someone like you is like a violent addiction
Is my head broken?
Is my heart drunk
Staggering around, the thing that I find is
Is my world where you lived and left.
In order to apologize
I keep trying to dial your number
But fearing you will answer, I hang up every time
I hesitate. Then gather the courage
The minute I wait for your voice
It feels like a year.
Saying just the words I'm sorry
I wanted to say I wouldn't do that again.
But you on the other side of the phone
Whether you are busy or whether you're avoiding me,
I feel like your so far away
[Chorus]
Sweet memories becoming cruel
Spread through my body like poison
It's making me crazy
If only I could just suppress all the memories
The day we met and fell in love
Being alone like this again is so wearisome
My head memorizes and remembers only you.
My heart just wants to hold you
This day I can't even take one step away from you
What should I do? What can I do?