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Maybe we need some time alone
I try to forget you
f** the day I met you
Yeah sometimes I lie and say you're nothing special
You threw it all away
Truth is I prolly let you
f** I know there's nothing right about the way I left you
Watched you fly away
f** am I insane
Getting high as I try in vain just to hide the pain
Feels like I'm playing in a final game
And I can only take a few more before my spinals drain
How could anybody look up to me
My n***a just came home and he ain't tryna f** with me
So I say this sh** reluctantly
The other night I had a seizure in my f**ing sleep
And I ain't even tell nobody sh**
Wait until they hear this song
But everything I touch I just body it
So what kind of dope are you sleepin on
I'm a million dollar bet and I'll be damned if I let Sal take this million dollar debt
Free tears cheap blood in this millar dollar sweat
Sitting coach but I'm frontin like I'm stuntin on a jet
They don't want to put me on I'm a motherf**ing threat
I'm a mess I'm possessed do you know what I possess
What possessed me to do it like the motherf**ing best
I guess this weight on my chest starts to weigh a little less then
Try to fight the urge
Now I'm holdin back tears just to write the words
Please don't judge what you might observe and don't believe a word of what you might have heard
Cause this the horse's mouth
Welcome to the boss's house
And I got a bad b**h sprawled across the couch
But she's prolly only here cause she lost her house
I don't judge her but I won't love her
Just a warm body on these cold covers
Now her man can't get a hold of her
It's about to be a long summer
You may think this is some sh** that we'll never achieve
But me and Cash seen some sh** that made us believe
And even though we've been through hell to the greatest degree
At this point even d**h is a major relief
Real sh** I miss my brother Zoe
Cause nothing is the same now
So I pray to God that he coming home
Cause even motherf**ers handshakes change now
We act hard like it's all muscle
We all cried like f**ing babies when we lost Duffle
And they wonder why I don't sleep
Spent a whole week jaws clenched so I don't speak
I could go weeks till my body goes weak
Cold sheets life's a b**h when you go cheap
Talkin like you married to the game but it's cold feet
Me I'm tryna lock the b**h down so she won't leave
Bullsh** that the drama brings
I swear lately I've been going through the hardest things
I guess nobody knows what tomorrow brings
Today's peasant tomorrow's king
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