(Prozak)
7 years old locked in the closet the unforgiven son of a b**h
The ba*tard baby child ignorant
The piece of sh** you made it clear
From the beginning to the bottom of my deepest fears
Another year moves on and life has only gotten worse
A make news out of my grandma takin a ride in a hurse
My momma punks and says I wish that was you dead instead
She smacked me in my face and said that I was better off dead
Age 12 I'm seein visions of hell
She puts my hand above the burner to teach a lesson Smith & Wesson
In my daddy's drawer I grab it I load it I hold it
I pull it I aim it I squeeze the trigger unload it
Blood sprays up on the walls and through the halls of insanity
How can this be the end of a brutal torchurous legacy
It's all over I grab the razor blade and let my blood flow free
Suicide and then I scream Hail Mary
Momma never loved me momma never hugged me
Momma used to beat me momma used to burn me
Momma said she hates me spits and degrades me
Lock me in the closet of my mind for eternity(2x)
f** oh sh** f** you ba*tard No Nooooo no mother f**er's
I'm gonna f**in do it! f** this sh**, f** this world
I don't want this f**in baby, this f**in baby's dead
Oh sh** nooo, get the f** away. Why'd you dot his to yourself?
(Madness)
My mother was dead long before I was born the rich gushin out
Blood it's ripped up and torn she committed suicide
For six minutes we died barely alive how we survived
It's a miracle that we were revived
My date of birth November 6, 1970
The beginning of pain and the origin of my misery
Age 3 flown down a flight of steps black and blue and bloody
Crazy b**h had to do something cuz she lost her dope money
Manic depressed mommy dearest clenched fists
Heard she tried to go and slit her f**in wrists
Red rain showin me my baby brother in the back
Bathroom mother demon with another womb to cosume
It takes the pain away to beat me up everyday
Beatin me she would let me pray Thank you mother for showing me the way
Dying hand cuff me to my bed
Make me listen to the bible as she read
Bruising bleeding and they're bloody bloody red
Now you know why Curt D's dead
Momma never loved me momma never hugged me
Momma used to beat me momma used to burn me
Momma said she hates me spits and degrades me
Lock me in the closet of my mind for eternity
Loved me hugged me
Beat me burn me
Momma said she hates me spits and degrades me
Lock me in the closet of my mind for eternity(2x)