Flow like the water of the Nile
Flow like the tears at the end of denial
I'm a piece of sh**, rapping bout the life I wish I had
Fears wake me in the morning never leave my pen and pad
Driving in a car that might turn into a hearse
Looking pretty bad but that p**y got it worse
Mean mugging scare em off, when they stay I drag me down
Girly tryna be with me but I ain't for a wedding vow
Never met the grandfather etched in my name
If he was around would I still chase fame
I'm a product made of insecurities and flaws
Rapping everyday, wrap my mind inside the gauze
Drugs numb the pain, wish they touched the inhibition
Shouldn't chase dreams, but I burnt my intuition
Seems it keeps piling up, feel I'm gonna drown
When it topples over I won't make a single sound
Everybody worries no one tries to make it better
All this talk behind my back and I don't even get a letter
Every song's true, so I guess that I'm an addict
Every song's true, so I bought a gun and flashed it
So damn surprising that the actor likes acting
So damn surprising that the rapper likes rapping
But it's too damn easy to get shocked and then forget about it
Bring it up, circle jerk, and shed a single tear about it
Flow like the water of the Nile
Flow like the tears at the end of denial
I'm a piece of sh**, rapping bout the life I wish I had
Terrors wake me in the morning never leave my pen and pad
Driving in a car that might turn into a hearse
Looking pretty bad but that p**y got it worse
Mean mugging scare em off, when they stay I drag me down
Girly tryna be with me but I ain't for a wedding vow
This to those pretending that they're bloods
Claim to rep the crips, or the set of your cuz
We're both hypocrites, hip to it, symbolism never seen
Seeds of sorrow sown, no remorse is ever shown
Who's to blame, entertainers, progeny, or sires?
Easy to portray a saint when entouraged by liars
Please don't blame me! I do it for the culture
I don't lead the lemmings and I'm not a f**ing vulture
My twenty five lighters will light twenty five blunts
I got five in the pitch, so damn broke still never front
Rap was fun, now it's work, hope to hold the fun again
Not a shoddy hand of magic life don't give out mulligans
When I die it cease to matter how I spent existence
Burn out or a president, the reaper gifts irrelevance
Rather fly high, melt my wings and die of hubris
Then cow-tow to fear, answer no to should I do this
Flow like the water of the Nile
Flow like the tears at the end of denial
I'm a piece of sh**, rapping bout the life I wish I had
Terrors wake me in the morning never leave my pen and pad
Driving in a car that might turn into a hurst
I be looking pretty bad but that p**y got it worse
Mean mugging scare em off, when they stay I drag me down
Girly tryna stay with me but I ain't for a wedding vow