You've got me dangling by the thread
that holds my mind together
I might spill my thoughts out on the ground
But I'll think of you on the way down
And I have been screaming at walls
I could've sworn one of them tried to respond
It said "The truth is, mostly I just feel bad for you"
And goddamn this ba*tard I am
I hate so many stupid things
At least now I know what "despicable" means
When I'm losing faith in everything
And I've tried to be a nicer guy
but it turns out that I'm just the type
that can't handle any other man
Who's doing better than I am
I have been slingin' at walls
I can't connect 'cause I miss the ground when I fall
It seems to me that it shouldn't be what it used to be
And goddamn this ba*tard I am
I hate so many stupid things
At least now I know what "despicable" means
When I'm losing faith in everything
And all I want is to believe
That there's still good in everything including me [x2]
And goddamn this ba*tard I am
I hate so many stupid things
At least now I know what "despicable" means
When I'm losing faith in everything
Goddamn
Goddamn this ba*tard I am
Goddamn
Bayside - Indiana lyrics
Album Cult