Why am I so f**ing stupid
Why do I always do the things
I've done a million times before
Everything just gets out of control so fast
And nothing ever seems to really last, but...
I wanted everything
To be different now
But it always ends up just the same
I'm not even sure you know I exist
Though I try to resist
There's no one else to blame
I just keep making the same mistake
And losing everything
I just keep falling into the same pattern
And I end up with nothing