Verse 1:
This ain't a game, there ain't no 1-ups
That's probably why I always rack my brain dusk to sun up
And I ain't made it, man I'm barely on the come up
And I'm constantly wish in sh** would happen just with some dumb luck but
I'm tryna find myself in all this craziness
I'm star gazing while my heart's racin for a place in this
Staring at the moon but don't confuse that sh** with laziness
I eat drink sleep breathe think where I'm taking this
As far as I can tell this is just the beginning
And as long as I'm living you can trust that I'm winning
You better believe what I'm speakin, whatever you dream you can be it
Don't wanna proceed as conceited I'm losin sleep and sh**
And it's okay for you to be confused
I'm tryna take this day by day but lately I just play the blues
I'm just the dude who musters up enough abuse
To spill my soul in vocals but locals like “who the f** are you?”
Hook:
Don't know where I'm goin but I know I'll go far
Was runnin in circles til it all fell apart
Was goin' through the motions and I had a slow start
Now's the time to show the world my heart
Verse 2:
Sittin in the moonlight.Tryna get these tunes right
Gotta get your groove tight. Tighter than your shoes tied
Writin like a cool guy. Firespittin Ooh my
Violence and who died While you're sittin poolside.You tried
To comprehend every thought in your head
Instead of keepin it in you started jottin your pen
Stopped talkin to friends, Dropped them off in your benz
Soften the blow just knowin you'll probly pop in the end
But, you're on your own now. That's how it goes down
Supposed to be an adult, feel like a grown child
Walkin alone along a lone cold mile
It's so vile but you hopin your bro's gone smile
When they all see you shinin, flossin in diamonds
Lots of applause when you talkin and rhymin
Boss of em all, top dog of this life and
All this had sh** happened cuz you never stopped grindin, nah
Hook (x2)