"this should work!" i scream and i clutch to these written down plans but people don't always feel the way a pen tells them to and that's ok this is easier said than felt how long can i stay on this rainy diffuse island it's so far to the shore and i am such a sh**ty swimmer where have i been these last four weeks i hate it! i hate it! you scream for me but i cannot come and grip your hand "i know the answers to all these questions i have"
"then don't ask them" is this what the end of the world smells like your abscence drawn and quartered by my desires and i don't know how to make these choices we run through the new york streets in the rain you slip to fall and i catch you nine times total all it takes is a few mistaken words of pointless paranoid thoughts to bring this all to a crashing halt