[Verse 1: AWKWORD] First and foremost, let me get this off my chest Rest in peace Jesse, skateboard vet Just like Harold Hunter, overdosed, left Suicide by any means, can't live, depressed I know it may be hard to understand my point a view But keep in mind that everything is relative (ugh) In japan they call it falling, on your sword And we ain't ask to be born so it ain't our fault But excuses is excuses, and nothing more I live for my sister, my mom's honor, that's all Truth is, I don't blame my five friends Who all did like Cap Steez, (yeah,) and made their own end You see, these people felt pain like Freddy E People try to fill the voids and still unhappy And 'they gotta understand that it seems so bad' Or the subject of the story, was just born sad [Hook: L*A*W] x2 Though the times is hard And your soul is scarred All you see is, rainy days Still don't throw your life away [Verse 2: AWKWORD] Take it from the horse's mouth, man I've been miserable Everybody say you great, I felt pitiful Perfectionist or negative, whatever you call it It's the feeling that, everything you touch, you spoil it Turn, dollars to dust, gold to glitter Ain't none a these damn things, make you feel better Peep the most important thing, they got no help Even when things were tried, it did not help(, so) Keep trying, or you will lose I know all my peoples could of done better with you
There's so many groups, so many like minds I'd be a part of them all, if I didn't write rhymes And I know not everybody's, made for sharing But if you get to 'that' point, please make it apparent Because there's people in this world who need you here And this song is one part, to lead you there [Hook] x2 [Verse 3: AWKWORD] A suicide occurs every 15 minutes And then there's the rest still living with the sickness F the jargon, dogma and the stigma F the plastic people making you feel lessa Wrestla, W-W-F ya Cause we been through it all, just in our heads, bruh And then you got the real life, real life Being alone, feeling alone, who needs life? But twist it all around, if you really don't care Now's your chance to do what you want, yeah so dare Better than taking your own life, or, their's Cause, nobody deserves d**h before its fair And life ain't, and we all know that But there are so many groups, who can help you hold back And not only that, they might put your life on a track I wish Aaron Swartz was still here, to hear this rap [Outro: L*A*W & AWKWORD] Though the times is hard And your soul is scarred Rainy days Still don't throw your life away To Write Love On Her Arms Gra**roots Suicide Prevention Lifeline NIMH SAMHSA The AFSP The Trevor Project Steel Tipped Dove AWKWORD Planet 12 LAW World View