It's hard to live in a small stream
When the wind currents blowing
Flowers are snowing
Pushing you back
You dream like you have any meaning
When you're drowning inside
But your heart is alive
Oh your own true love
I know I want to go home
But I'm not going back
Not going back
Even if it k**s me
I'm leaving
Going to go to the garden
Going to find my way
Thru the storm and clouds
Into the meadow
You fall down the apple tree
But you won't give up
Until the earth dries up
Dirt on your hands
I know I want to go home
But I'm not going back
Not going back
Even if it k**s me
I'm not going back...