Okay it's time for Melbourne to rap
This is number thirty five I'd welcome
Before I start off there's an apology to be made
I'm obviously a week late so sorry for the delay
Now, let's take it back a few months of the excitement
When this sh** first started and everybody was behind it
For a while things have been a little quiet
So I'm here to see if now we can revive it
Pipe it, back to that place it should be
With still so many names in this Australian scene
Props to the people who patiently been
Just waiting for a verse from their favorite MC's
See, now I wasn't quite sure what I should come with
Something I write form my heart
Or just some bars on some dumb sh**
And being all not sure, I thought before I jump in
Maybe I should ask around and see what everyone thinks
DMX told me argh you need to go hard
I was like cheers mate now sit down and don't bark
Another mate was like nah be soft
You need to do a token melody to start sh** of
But don't make another video they'll hardy watching
So I think ill spit a hundred bars and then just pa** it on
Started writing that textile cypher rap
Showed a mate like yeah that flows nice I like it man but
Nah PEZ you should get back up on that funny sh**
That other sh** is cool but be a fool that's where the money is
I hope it is cause I got bills to pay
Yo it's a downside to buying on this real estate
I'm joking, I don't' own sh** not even my own sh**
Everything you see within my home is on loan sh**
I hit a point when I realize some thing
I'm twenty seven and I still got nothing
Feel like it's the right time to put the truth out
Usually I stick with the illusion cause I'm too proud
That's why you see me tell fans I bought a new house
And really I'm just broke still and can't afford to move out
Its pretty f**ed I play a show to a huge crowd
Then I go home and end up sleeping on some dudes couch
Tell my parents like f** what should I do now
I think they mighta gave me some advice but I tuned out
Let that b**h breathe
Time now for some real talk ayy
Okay to all my fans who need a update
The new albums probably gonna be a few months late
sh** I apologize but please just wait
Before I get there there a problem that I must face
On the real at times I'm feeling like a nutcase
Cause my relationship with myself is kinda love, hate
So one minute everything feels fine
Next minute everything's real quiet, silence
At first the sh** went of like a lightbulb
Lookin' in the mirror is it just me or are my eyes bulged
Kinda dazed, I fell my arms shake
Yeah my heart rates kinda fast ay
What the f**s going on? I dunno what it is
I just know somethings gone wrong
Went to see a doctor told me that I need to have a blood test
Wait and see how that turns out and see what comes next
After dealing with a few night of unrest
Time to wait and see, okay take a seat
Sitting there patiently doctor looked at me and told I got braves disease
What? And he explained now what that label means
Is your brains gone a little bit crazy scene
Cause your thyroids sick and to get rid of the cells
Your brains releasing a chemical that's k**ing itself
What the f** can you give me to help
Something, anything, give me that sh** on the shelf
But when the cause of the feud is auto-immune
Take this drug, there isn't really much more we can do
Once you take it them you take it for life
Each and everyday until the day that you die
Not to worry though I ain't going down player
I know that ill be all good that s probably why I down play it
Just bare with me on the symptom fr the time been if I seem kinda different
Cause I'm gonna be a little underweight until I get my health back
And when I seem a little wide eyed I can't help that
And going off the situation that I seen so far
That's the thing that most people can't seem to grasp
Cause every show people question me
Like how come every time I see you your on ecstasy
I say I'm not and all I hear is well your next to me
And from where I am it looks like you're taking ex to me, sh**