[Verse 1 : El-P]
I became for you what you would ask, telepath
You're too young to ask out loud, I'm too old to not know that
I can talk like you've not heard, I know weapons, you think words
I expose you to these terms, you still chose to roll unheard
Have to work but I'm so fast, you're so open, I'm so cra**
I'm too weak to hold that back, you still think intrigue will last
Can't imagine of my past, I just can't explain all that
I wish I could trade your place, so romantic, full of faith
I must spare, I must learn, I refuse to be your first
First to put you in your place, first to make you speed your pace
I'm a man now, good or bad, you're a girl still, good for you
Don't think this don't make me sad, this is something I must do
[Hook]
Keep your own time, leave me be, I'm tryin to spare you
Tryin to be, God melodic, man on fire, coward long gone, all desire
f** you raw now, it's my fault
f** you raw dog, I can't stop
Should've listened, should've left
I can't stop unless you jet
It's so simple, open head, I will knit my savage thread
Help me help you, walk away, leave this un-amazing grace
You don't know from pure disgrace, you still think I'm here to save
I'm not even really here, I can't give what I can't take
[Verse 2 : El-P]
What a ride, what a slide under the door, what a score
You think I'm a genius, I know I'm a who*e
What a time, what a climb in for our lives, what's in store
You've seen love forever, all I see is war
I will pull your hair back, f** you on the floor
Pour myself into the act, poor myself, boohoo I'm bad
Cause I know that these moments end, but telling you the truth is sad
You deserve the ignorance and bliss that I still wish I had
Don't you let me keep you here, don't ignore my greatest fear
I need you to not need me, you need not believe just flee
I will put myself inside you, find some way to run and hide you
I can't be responsible, do as I say, not as I do
[Hook]
[Interlude : El-P]
This is not my ego talkin, I know I'm no perfect draw
And I do love the way you lay there, I do like the way we talk
Maybe I'm just condescending, maybe this thing isn't wrong
Maybe you should lay right there, put your hands up in the air
[Hook]
[Outro]
You still think I'm here to save
This is my type of religion!