In the heat of the moment I lose my head
Blind myself to what this really is
In the heat of the moment I back down
And let all my fear and hate and doubt
Slide in
I lose the fight and disconnect
From the void that lies between birth and d**h
The empty hanging nothingness
The blinding, rushing, numbing test
Yeah in the heat of the moment I lose my head
Yeah I lose my head
And there's no coming back from here
There's no coming back from here
There's no coming back from here
There's no coming back from here
In the heat of the moment I think of the aftermath
Think of the line I cross
In the heat of the moment I'm so far gone
The line is a list, the list is a wall
But I just can't stop
Until the ease of dawn where I beg for rest
From the growing itch in my arm and chest
The overpowering lack of sense
That drives me over and off the edge
Into the heat of war, marching on
Robotic, mechanical
And overwhelming appetite
For absolutely anything chemical
There's no coming back from here
There's no coming back from here
There's no coming back from here
There's no coming back from here
And I let my brother go
I let my brother go
Go to the devil his own way
And I let my brother go
I let my brother go
Go to the devil his own way
And I let my brother go
I let my brother go
Go to the devil his own way
And I let my brother go
I let my brother go
I let my brother go
I let my brother go
Go to the devil his own way
But would they let me go
Go to the devil my own way
I let my brother go
I let my brother go
Go to the devil his own way
But would they let me go
Go to the devil my own way
There's no coming back from here
There's no coming back from here
There's no coming back from here
There's no coming back from here