I wanna fly away
but they are holding me down
this heavy rusty chains
are pulling me back to the ground
I look up to the sun
and it is burning my eyes
to escape i’ve tried for uncountable times
I punch my fists against the wall
when it feels like i’m about to fall
just pieces of a broken me
a shadow of the man i used to be
I’m caught in a motherf**ing chokehold
the pain cuts deeper and deeper
it’s hard for me to resist
signed a contract with the devil
another name on it’s list
caught and lost inside the darkness
it won’t let me go
my broken heart beats loveless
but I’ll find my way back home
i’m so full of regrets
for the decisions i made
all the love i pretend
is only anger and hate
the dying heart in my chest
is slowly turning to stone
I feel lost, broken down, empty, all alone
locked up inside this prison cell
my world is like a living hell
this is not where i belong
I never wanted to be what I’ve become
i’m caught in a motherf**ing chokehold
the pain cuts deeper and deeper
it’s hard for me to resist
signed a contract with the devil
another name on it’s list
nothing in this world
is hitting harder than life itself
to survive this struggle
it’s all about how much hits you can take
it’s all about how much hits you can take
never forget what I’m fighting for
caught and lost inside the darkness
it won’t let me go
my broken heart beats loveless
but I’ll find my way back home
inside the darkness
just let me go
my broken heart beats loveless
but I’ll find my way back home
the blood in my veins is running stone cold
never forget what I’m fighting for