Frantic I scream in agony
Of not being able to reach my goals
Wars inside my head
I do my best, I give my all
Still I'm so far away
Trying to keep my hope
I stumble and I fall
As I lay here, waiting for you beside me
To keep me calm
My head held high, my outside unscathed
No one to ask, no one to help
I'm left here all alone
Battle rages all day long
Bitterness seldom comes alone
Fury becoming my strength
And seems to be the only way to survive
All pain that I've ever known
I reap only what my past has sown
No secrets are kept from you
As you witness my attempts to ignore
Frantic I scream in agony
Of not being able to reach my goals
Wars inside my head
I do my best, I give my all
Still I'm so far away
Trying to keep my hope
I stumble and I fall
I ask for forgiveness
But my screams are unheard
My claims misunderstood
Ignorance has won
As I lay here
Waiting for You beside me
To keep me calm I feel your spirit
Comforting me and within me
I'm saved through grace