All my memories, I have it in frames on the wall
And all my trust I, have to show for what I've done
I just want it, be accepted by somebody here
And not to feel like I've wasted all these years
I don't wanna dive in, for reaching my ghost
And you're the only one around it
I think I'll reach the boat
I never was a bada**
Having it all, having it all
Having it all, having it all
In my ??? feel what I want
But it's more than what I want
Getting compliments and rewards just for trying
Maybe my standards are high
For what I get out of life
I guess I should keep more often open mind
I don't wanna dive in, for reaching my ghost
And you're the only one around it
I think I'll reach the boat
I never was a bada**
Having it all, having it all
Having it all, having it all
[instrumental break]
I don't wanna dive in, for reaching my ghost
And you're the only one around it
I think I'll reach the boat
I never was a bada**
Having it all, having it all
Having it all, having it all