I have to let my ego go
My profit coming heavy as it grows and I'm almost near the point where I'm about to lose control
And If he never burdens us with more then we can hold then why do I implode like a f**ing over load?
I got fire on my head like MJ with a pepsi drink and a lot of sh** inside me like a septic tank
It's funny n***as wanna spin around and flip sh** like I never been sh** but a f**ed up misfit
And while there's truth to those accusations
I'm still sick with no motherf**ing vaccination
I'm still the sh** like they pressed pause on me
And technically I foul til' the ref calls on me
n***a I could have been signed... I been a buzz
But I was scared to show the world who I really was
And label heads they ignore those who give their all cause they're busy seeing what stick when it's to the wall
It ain't about the f**ing craft and perfection
Ask Ryan Leslie I was f**ing that selection
But I was busy being stubborn as a ba*tard,
With the mind of a crafter and a father that was Casper
So I got a lot of sh** I won't admit
And a whole bunch more that I won't forget
These f**ing f*ggots wanna trap me in my baggage
And treat me like I'm manic cause I'm more then they can manage
b**h but I'm a be me til' I f**ing croak
And I won't let you take me as a f**ing Joke
So don't compare me to any b**hes that's out here
Cause be honest I am who they not near
b**h I'm higher then the f**ing feeling
Higher then a building that was built on heaven's ceiling
I can't believe I chose this bullsh** over books
I'm like a midget in a crowd being overlooked
And n***as still f**ing fail to acknowledge me
Sleeping on me then later offering apologies
I'm sorry Raee'n you speak the truth with every f**ing word
Shut up b**h tell me something that I haven't heard
Don't deny you play your favorite rapper then play me
After you would swear I flow like the middle of a f**ing rapture
My mind set is k** em' all or be destroyed
I'm out here trying to be balling bigger then keloid
Yeah I gotta eat, f** whoever starving
It's survival of the fittest word to that n***a Darwin
Pause I'm done letting n***as play me
And dying of laughter is the only way that they slay me
Cause I've been standing here naked hoping y'all see
I'm trying to take your eyes and make em' focus on me
My mom told me Raee'n You'll only be a star when you become comfortable with who you really are
And Since I did n***as been trying to manipulate me,
Break me and shape me to every image that they see
But I don't listen to a word from you f**ing beginners
b**h I'm flyer then the south for a couple of winters
How dare you n***as try to call me influential
In the same f**ing sentence say it's all coincidental
She dresses like a dyke but she bodies instrumentals
I think she's f**ing faking it, it's all so incidental
n***a I had to k** myself 3 times
And let the neigh sayers brain cell my free mind
To hold it all in I ain't got the room to
So I don't entertain the bullsh** that I'm immune to
f** you all b**h f*gs you can die slow
Let me be great it's the only thing I know
I learned young not to trust sh**
So I'm sorry to the world if I'm not enough b**h
f** it all I have is my word and my pride
So I exhale and let all my burdens subside
And to my haters ya'll b**hes stay tune I'm a give you all a million reasons to hate you
And still I did it all on my f**ing own
Now I'm about to change the chair into a f**ing throne
And I dare anybody to stop me
I'm putting b**hes in the dirt like sock cleats
I'm done