Yeah i've made some mistakes and i carry these scars
The shadow on my face and the weight in my heart
I'm dreaming of the places i'd rather be
Always dreaming of the places i'd rather be
I don't want to stay in tonight
Wanna be under those white stars and black lights
Black cars, white knights
Tryna stack far up to these heights of love
I might, well i might
You taste so good
When tomorrow's light years away
I've made mistakes, i would
Like father like son like father like
There's that darkness in the pit of my stomach
It's so loud, and it follows me around
That's the shadow that i live with now
Yeah i've made some mistakes and i carry these scars
The shadow on my face and the weight in my heart
I'm dreaming of the places i'd rather be
Always dreaming of the places i'd rather be
And it's always on my mind
I think about it all the time
I try to hide it in this smoke
But i know it's waiting there inside
Yeah i'm always racked with guilt
I'm the blade and she's my hilt
No matter how many tracks i k**
I know i'll feel it, i know i will
Feel it attacking the most when i'm back on the coast
Stacking this gold but i'm trapped with a ghost
Messing around with my blessings and now i'm stressing
‘cause i'm counting them up to be less than i hoped
I see you in ash-colored dreams
Pulling the mask at the seams
You saw through opaque
And you told me transcend it
And i didn't ask what you mean
Yeah i've made some mistakes and i carry these scars
The shadow on my face and the weight in my heart
I'm dreaming of the places i'd rather be
Always dreaming of the places i'd rather be