To die is to live
And I'm not too sure what I've done
I'm choking on the words stuck on the back of my tongue
Mind over matter
I don't mind that I don't matter
Mind over matter
I don't mind that I'm losing my head
I'll try anything
And never get a result
How can I feel so alone?
I thought that things could only go up from here
I can't see anything
I see no hope in me
Day after day I dwell on past mistakes
(Past mistakes.)
I see no hope in me
Night after night I toss and turn in bed
(In my bed.)
This really isn't me
Its not how I should be
I can't see anything
The light has gone out of my life forever
I'm blinded by the lies that I've been told my whole f**ing life
(My whole life)
It's not that I want to die
I'm just tired of being here
Instead of waking up
I'd rather lose myself on my own terms
(My own terms.)