Buried my head in my hands
Seeking truths I've yet to see
Born to a world without meaning
Force fed another's dream
I'd burn like a candle to find my way
Nothing works this easily
Maybe life's meant to eat through me
Separate from what I am, and hope to be
Found myself chasing dead ends
I've wished away every 11:11
I'll just hang my head instead
(Found myself chasing dead ends.)
Now I question myself like everyone else
What works for some doesn't work for me
I'm becoming a f**ing monster
Now I question myself like everyone else
What works for some doesn't work for me
I'm becoming a f**ing monster
A kiss of Judas from my own lips
Self deprecating 'til I meet my end
Alluding judgement from my own hands
I never had a fighting chance
Now I question myself like everyone else
What works for some doesn't work for me
I'm becoming a f**ing monster
Now I question myself like everyone else
What works for some doesn't work for me
I'm becoming a f**ing monster