My life is not worth living any longer
I don't have the strength for suffering anymore
A simple step yet so difficult
Just one shot and the light expires
No pain, a quick end
Or is this vision a deception?
It's time to give up my belief
It's time to escape into eternal peace
At the threshold of d**h I sense no fear
I fly above the reality
A warm light surrounds me
But a voice whispers to me
Why did you give up your faith?
Why did you flee your obligations?
You've destroyed your precious life
Your destiny will now be eternal damnation
I looked for release
You were not ripe enough for it
I looked for the truth
You will never learn it
What will happen to me now?
You will never find peace
It's my destiny to endlessly suffer, my decision
My fatal escape