Couldn’t take it couldn’t stand another minute Couldn’t bear another day without you in it
All of the joy that I had known for all my life
Was stripped away from me the minute that you died
To have you in my life was all I’d ever wanted
But now without you I’m a soul forever haunted Can’t help but like I have taken you for granted
No way in Hell that I could ever comprehend this! I wasn’t dreaming when they told me you were gone I was wide awake and feeling that they had to be wrong
How could you leave me when you swore you would stay?
Now I’m trapped inside this nightmare every single fu*king day
It’s like a movie but there’s not a happy ending Every scene fades black and there’s no pretending This little fairytale doesn’t seem to end well There’s no knight in shining armor who will wake me from this spell
I know you didn’t plan this
You tried to do what’s right But in the middle of this madness
I’m the one ( I’m the one, I’m the one)
Left to win this fight
Red like roses
Fills my head with dreams and finds me
Always closer
To the emptiness and sadness that have come to the place of you
I know you were broken down by anger and by sadness
You feel that I have left you in a world that’s full of madness
Wish I could talk to you if only for a minute
To make you understand the reason why I did it
I want to tell you that your all that ever mattered Want you to know that for eternity I’m shattered
I tried so hard just to protect you but I failed to And in a prison of abandonment I’ve jailed you
I never planned that I would leave you there alone
I was sure that I would se you when I made it back home
And all the times that I’d swore it’d be ok,
Now I’m nothing but a liar and your thrown to the fray
This bedtime story ends with misery ever after The pages are torn and there’s no final chapter
I didn’t have a choice
I did what I had to do
I made a sacrifice but forced a bigger sacrifice on you
I know you’ve lived a nightmare
I’ve caused you so much pain
But baby please don’t do what I did
I don’t want ( I don’t want, I don’t want)
You to waste your life in vain
Red like roses
Fills my head with dreams and finds me
Always closer
To the emptiness and sadness that have come to the place of you
Your not the only one who needed me I thought you understood-
You were the one that I needed
And you left me like I always feared you would- Would I change it if I could?
Doesn’t matter now
The petals scatter now
Every nightmare just discloses
It’s you blood that’s red like roses
And no matter what I do
Nothing ever takes the place of you
Red like roses
Always closer
Red like roses
Fills my head with dreams and finds me
Always closer
To the emptiness and sadness that have come to the place of you