It's 2 am
The lights are off
And I'm just laying down
Contemplating on some things that I've tried
To take apart and an*lyze
Crowding on my mind
Tell me if I have enough time
For myself
By myself
And I always let my pride get in the way
To call for help
But is there help?
Cause all these so called friends I have
They always say I'm down for you
But no you not
You take for granted what you got
If you ever come around
It's only when those bottles pop
But never when I'm down
I swear I think I give too much
To people nowadays
Maybe I should stop to give a f**
But I can't, no matter how hard I try
Cause I care about your happiness more than I care for mine
And I think it finally took its toll
Cause I realize I'm better off alone
So I'm ma let it go tonight
Oh I'm ma let it go tonight
And I think I had enough
No, I know I had enough
I gave you my all
That you would take advantage of
And I'm sick of being used
Instead of being loved
And I miss having those friends
The ones that you can trust
So I lay down in my room
And I'm flipping through the pages
We hope for something new
But never ready for the changes
So this is where I stand
And I hope you understand
That I ain't going to let you be the one that holds me back
So I'm ma let you go tonight
I'm ma let you go tonight
I'm ma let you go tonight
I'm ma let you go tonight
Oh I'm ma let you go tonight