[Verse: ALV]
Well today I found myself
But did I really like him?
And then I over thought
Thinking am I really like this?
Well I guess it's what it is
I'm really indecisive
Selfish too..
But f** tho, I don't think imma fight it
I try to get another bottle cuz I'm bottled and I know that every Little single problem ain't me
But every f**ing time I say that imma change it's like the heat Is gone from the AC
It ain't me
And I lie to myself, but the truth is lately
Imma just be really honest
I feel the hate already
Am I really happy, am I going numb?
I really feel empty, the gla** almost done
Can't I be content with a single outcome I ponder to much on Life richest albums
[Hook: ALV]
But even then will I listen?
I always ask myself this
Every opportunity I get
I end up messing up the mission
[Chorus: ALV]
Well, today I found myself
But I'm really lost
I don't make sense
I don't know where to stop
This conundrum is funny
I live in a paradox
Really it's glummy
I hide it and then I confuse it with love
Cuz I like when I'm crumbling
[Verse: ALV]
I love it
When I die, I love it
Empty inside, I love it
Confusing girls, I love it
I love trying to fix them
Cuz I know when I'm with them
I'm really trying to figure them out
Cuz I'm trying to figure me out
But in the end, I only get hurt
Every single time I'm the nice guy
Like f** that from now on I'm the bad guy take a few pointers From Vlad I, am
s**ing these chicks dry
Take advantage of them, like a greedy senpai
And I don't care this flow wack I will not take it back I'm a new bound illest on a track
& I don't, give a, flying f**
I shot you, down like, huntin' ducks
Open, season, you can, trust
Every, season, is a, must
[Hook: ALV]
But even then will I listen?
I always ask myself this
Every opportunity I get
I end up messing up the mission...
[Chorus: ALV]
Well, today I found myself
But I'm really lost
I don't make sense
I don't know where to stop
This conundrum is funny
I live in a paradox
Really it's glummy
I hide it and then I confuse it with love
Cuz I like when I'm crumbling