What love I ever had for life
should find it's place here
Locked within a cankered cell
Beset by madmen
Chained to hell
This is a place I have not wanted to dream of
And now the dream is something I partly live through
What is sleep here?
Spoken in endless whispers
Confusion reigns and I fear
That I'm no longer f**ing here
What lies before me
What further horrors shall find me here
Red-edge realities rising bleak
From these voids that surround me
Ineffable secrets that are whispered within these withered walls
Wherein a time before these things made sense
I would have willingly accepted pallid limitations
Of such horror
My f**ing existence
Has a loathsome embrace