[Poem: Alpha Mason]
It's all this, love, hate & lust we parking
Deep in our soul where hate is fabricated
Love is placed in a heart complacent, stressed to
Be next to significance your ex wasn't, I think we wasting.... Time
Moments seeming better than ever
Together's better whenever Together's never
Never together seems better to lay with
A conscience constant in compromising a heart love lies in
Safe to say we lust for love ... Face it
[Verse: Alpha Mason]
f** you!
She screaming "f** you!"
You act like you don't have knowledge, all that I go through
A past that's all maliciously attacked Thats what I had to grow through
And now getting all viciously attack that's all that Im used to
Whether it's material, emotional, or physical
Being f**ed up what I'm prone to
This is why I love the fact that I'm cold
Betrayals all a b**h know
Affections in her don't last long
She'll digress to negatives
[Hook: Alpha Mason]
So it's weed, c's, pills, and liquor, sprite, shots, needles, codeine and crystals
Her story's told nobody listens
Fact is good girl, she went missing
This type of love just don't seem the same
The love that I give her, it seem strange
[Verse 2: Alpha Mason]
This the pain and suffer that she lives in
Trynna understand with questions I'm digging
She'll just react all crazy (I won't tell you sh**)
Why? (You don't know me n***a)
Through all the good times I Wonder why we still distant
Everything your heart provide I can't deny I will miss this
I'm all drugged up for your love, love it got drugged into your shipments
If d** d** then loves love & I love the chick that I clique with
You'll say sh** that don't make sense like
"Mind your business, This my body f** you and your opinions"
Ready to catch a body, you so mad & I'm so glad this wares off
Goes the light bulb for your dope girl but sh** where's off?
I'm fighting just maintain cool through dumb sh**
If it was here and there, I'll probably brush it off, but this sh** it come in an abundance
Damn this just ain't fun sh**
& If you can't stop, I'll end my life too, f**
[Hook]
[Verse: Vetta J]
Oh sh**, what happen to you you homie
Baby girl back then you wouldn't f** with a n***a cause I was too too scrawny
Even with the sh** in your veins, Im trynna li-li-lick it
Im trynna show you something else
f** the pills & the weed & the needle you don't need it give you shots below the belt
Ain't trynna stick it and move or belittle your moves
You a literal user, I ain't used to it
Maybe I was used to the Love
Maybe I was used to the Drugs
I know it hurt, You a nurse used to the scrubs
& I ain't trying to embarra** ya
You as hot as Siberia
& your eyes was a Goldenmine
& then mine was hysteria
[Bridge: Alpha Mason]
So drugged in Love (x 4)