[Intro]
Uh... Yeah... This feels legendary
I'm just lookin' for myself, man
(Verse 1)
You are now entering every deepest secret within the mind of a broken one
The same time, he is the Chosen One
Look in his eyes & you know it's him
J-E-W-L-Z, go 'head just show it to 'em
I am the future of every broken voice in the system
Because the people just don't wanna listen
I am overlooked, so when I see that it's missin'
I box out, I come out wit the rebound & then I begin
To break it down, I cross over from a different realm
An angel sent to come give 'em Hell
Who am I to you tell me never tell them
Because they do not understand somethin' that give no interest
I am the story they fear, to ever read
I give 'em rap & it's pure, that's all that they'll ever need
Music is indicating I'm dying indeed
R.I.P., to the person I normally used to be
(Hook)
Dear Father can you hear me
Please tell me that you're listenin' clearly
I know we haven't spoken I apologize
But for the sake of my sanity can we please just compromise?
This is my prayer
This is my prayer
Put all of ya hands in the air
Come wit me I think I'm ready to really now give 'em a prayer
(Verse 2)
I get lifted cuz I'm dragged on the floor
Mentally I'm flyin' but when I return I feel like I never left it before
Here I am beggin' for more
Like I ain't ever put my heart into the mic, I'll settle the score
I am fighting within myself & I'm losing you can't see it
This time I really need Jesus
If he is my father then he sees this
Act like you behind me I think I'm hearin' him breathin'
Oh man this blunt done got me paranoid, this is real life man
What if Jesus was a real life man?
If I ever see him then I'll be like damn
I didn't mean the jokes that you know that me & Van
Be sayin' cuz we don't believe in a lot of sh**
Like how we know you even really even talked about Apocalypse
I hear the bible got a lot of lips
I'm tryna find out who in there talked just talk a lot of sh**
(Hook)
(Verse 3)
I'm not perfect & I know you'll never let me be
Cuz if the fruit tell the truth, you should let me see
You are the father of the family why the hidden stuff?
Is it because I never listen up?
For all the years I had rejected you, never accepted you
You called but I never let you through
I guess my fear of what I tell to you
Will make me wonder if you'll tell me "Jewlz the Hell wit'chu"
I'm tellin' you, you are not easy to talk to
You never talk back, sorry if I'm kinda rude
It's just for years, they tell me give my soul to you
That you'll grant me eternal happiness how I know it's true?
Please don't think I made this for insultin' you
I'm listening but I don't think you have spoken the truth
Father forgive me I'm learning to keep my head up
Pin me on the cross wit my chest up, no regrets, uh
(Hook: x2)
[Outro]
Father forgive me, for I am looking for wisdom & truth
But I guess deep down that just means I'm looking for you