It's crazy how some things change
One day you're mine, and everything is fine
The next day you leave me in the rain
I wanna scream your name out loud for you to hear
But you're so far away because you disappeared
Everything is changing around me
The world isn't the same
Am I going insane?
Or is it the aftermath of pain
It's like you completely changed into a different person
It's like the boy I loved is dead and has been replaced by someone new
Why do I have to go through so much misery because of you?
You're an a**hole you doesn't deserve my attention
Yet here I am, begging for one more conversation
Just so I can hear your voice, and I know I'll be annoyed by your stupid excuses
But I don't even care, cause I just want you here
And I know that it's so wrong, that I keep writing these songs
Because you left me, quick and easy
How could you do this to me?
You left me for her, some younger girl
You kicked me out of your world
And what s**s is you were my world
You made me happy, you made me smile
And now you bring me sadness, and heartache and trial
I know life isn't fair, trust me I know it
But I never thought you'd hurt me, never thought you'd blow it
Never thought you'd destroy us
Never thought you'd walk away
I must've done something to deserve this
I must've done something to earn this pain
So I guess I'll keep hearing about you from all of your friends
And I'll keep wondering how you are
And I'll keep turning off our song when it comes on the radio in the car
I hope I can try and forget you but I don't know how
It's not easy to do when there's memories all around
I see you in dreams, I see you in photos
But most of all I see you in my thoughts, where the image of you always goes
And I always thought we'd get better
Never thought we wouldn't end up together
But now I realize that it was a lie
It's funny how I love you and hate you at the same time
Wish you would've said goodbye, but you couldn't face me in person
Don't you think I deserved it?
Don't you think I deserved one last conversation?
Since my heart was completely breaking
I just sat in my car and cried
All I could wonder, was why
Why did you change your mind?
Why did you choose to lie?
You could've said goodbye
You could've said goodbye
You could've said goodbye
You could've said goodbye
You could've given me a warning
I was always honest with you
I never lied, I gave you all of my time
I did everything I could, I guess I misunderstood
Where this thing was going
I stay up until two in the morning, crying into my pillow
Wishing that you would know
How bad you hurt me
How are you not even hurting?
How could you already move on?
It's like you knew this all along
Part of me wants you to be happy
The other wants you to be sad
But what's the point in that?
It's not like you're even coming back
And I know you're an a**hole
That's something I fully believe
I think you used me, and tricked me
And then you decided to leave
I gave you my heart
And you ripped it apart
What about all your soccer games that I'd sit in the rain for to watch you play?
What about New Year's Eve, when it was just you and me?
Did you forget all these things? Did they not mean anything?
What about driving around with the top off, rocking out to music in the hot sun
What about hockey games and Pokemon?
What about it?
What about holding hands in the movies and kissing in the rain?
Am I going insane?
My mind echoes your name
When you left, you took a part of me with you, something I can never get back
I don't ever wanna see you again
You're a stupid boy I trusted, and you let me down in the end
I just wanted to know why you never said goodbye
You never said goodbye