I feel hurt in away
Screaming on the inside,
but fine on the outside.
He used me for his own
well-being, but I
still love him.
I just want to kiss his
soft moist lips, and hope
he will kiss me back.
I just want to feel his warm
embrace.
I felt safe in his hugs, and his smile was
my world.
What am I now?
I just want to run my hand through his
red hair.
Maybe it's for the best not to get attached,
but how could I not when I felt so safe.
I let him in.
I broke down my walls, and now I'm
hurt not physically, but mentally torn.
I just wish he could understand the pain I feel
now that he's gone.
He was my safety blanket, but as
a person
I'm a broken record crying out his
name in the night, but no one is there.
I long for him to realize how much
he means to me.
He is my everything my one and only,
but why can't he see that
I need him.
I am lost without him.
Drifting down a lonely path of sadness.