You are dissatisfied with all
And everyone's unkind
You grasp fun so quickly to all but die from it
And frown upon those who don't.
You communicate without words
And thus are ashamed of your stupidity
You insult people for money
And do not understand their affront to it
You drink without satisfying thirst
So when you try to be sophisticated
You look the right fool
You create all these lies
Yet believe in the truth
And when another lies you anger
Being this you melt quickly into the background
And take offense to being ignored
So you have become what you said you never would
A no one
A lost soul
With nothing to possess except your own discomfort
You cause trouble wherever you go
And become a hypocrite to another's defense.
You say things you mean
Only to take the words back
And when you commit to something
You lie to try and reverse it
And thus you are idle frivolous and vain
So much that no one will second your dignity
You smoke and become ill
Then sue the company you once praised for its products
And submit yourself to the same betrayal
Over and over again
Not caring for your self-esteem
And the words ring over and over again in your mind
"I too have lived, but lived I have a lie."
And you admit to it with sudden force so everyone else is stunned
You stare at the diabled
When you are mentally unstable yourself
You mock the innocents
Who scorn in turn your vicious nature
And so the cycle goes on without restraint for the majority of your time
You sneer at the intelligent
Then pretend to study hard yourself
And then when you fail at something
You throw it down never to take it up again
You are nothing if not injustice
And everyone else is unfair
Only now is your life spent alone
And it is filled with friends who are disloyal
Thanks to your contempt
You simply fade away
Never to be anything but a caricature of what you could have been
For ever