[Verse 1: Aknti]
I care way too much
For me, no one cares enough
If I say I'm happy
Then you better call my bluff
No poker face, my eyes are dead
No emotion can be read
Look into the black holes in my iris
Where no tears have shed
In half of a decade
Tonight again the relapse
Is upon me like a cliche
When you said "I love you"
I was lookin' for some replay
When you said "goodbye"
I was prayin' for some delay
God said, no way, okay
Tyler-GK's, my road dawg
Hope it last forever if it don't
Well then i move on
Don't wanna but I gotta stay strong
Cause life ain't nothin'
But a sick sad song for the loner...
And I hope it last forever
And I hope it last, forever...
Whatever
[Hook: Aknti]
All I really want is a friend
Is a friend for real
Could be an organ donor the way
I give up my heart
[Verse 2: Aknti]
I'm lookin' stupid now-a-days
Cause I can't explain
Why I'm feelin' different
When I never used to feel this way
I'm number two behind your number one
Which means
Who I would choose, would not choose me
That makes me the loneliest...
Number that'd you'd ever do
When I gave my heart to you
You wore on your sleeve so everyone could see
How you do me, now I'm heartless
Tryna find a friend for real
Living this life scarred like the face of Seal
Show me how you feel, wheelz of steel
Friky, fricky...save my life
I shouldn't be a alive
But I made it through another night
My will to live left a long time ago
I should be dead
So y'all can thank bro bro...
And I hope it last forever
Don't make eat my words
And I hope it last forever...
Whatever
[Hook]