I am so mad at you
For making me such a ba*tard
For giving me such high standards
I'm mad at you
But I'll find you inside of someone else
Even if finding you in of someone else is hard to do
This never ending pursuit of happiness
Is getting harder and harder to accomplish
The lies I tell myself just so I can get by
Are getting less and less convincing all the time
And I just can't shake the feeling that I'll be alone forever
Please tell me that's not the case
So I will go look for
Things I find important
And qualities that are unique
And traits I find attractive in other people