{verse 1}
Part of the process is to restart it
I met up with a friend after 93 days alone
I asked him, “what’s up?”
And he said, “honest to god, i swear i saw your name
On the obituary some 15 days ago.”
{chorus}
Thought i would be part of the 27 club, oh
But now i don’t even know if i can get to that old
You take me out, i take myself home
If this life has a punchline, why am i stuck at the joke?
There must be acid in my brain cuz i’m 18 and miserable
{verse 2}
I feel disjointed
After exercising for 20 hours and still my body doesn’t look good enough
For social media
I’m disappointed
Because i feel like i can’t fulfill your expectations
Honest to god, i swear i’m trying
But i just don’t have it in me to reach up
{chorus}
Thought i would be part of the 27 club, oh
But now i don’t even know if i can get to that old
You take me out, i take myself home
If this life has a punchline, why am i stuck at the joke?
There must be acid in my brain cuz i’m 18 and miserable
Thought i would be part of the 27 club, oh
But now i don’t even know if i can get to that old
You take me out, i take myself home
If this life was a party, why am i stuck as the host?
There must be something wrong with me
I live a good life, yet i’m writing this song