My visions are all clouded
I see nothing but red
This hatred has now congealed to a near climatic state
Why do I remain here to weaken through the years?
I am so confused - my soul dies all the while
I don't wish to co-exist with this feeble human race
I don't feel the need to be infected with the disease called "life"
A state of mental grief causes my mind great pain
In this emotional state
I suffer from despondency
Violent and murderous thoughts
Form deep inside my mind
Dwelling on these sights to the point where I'm insane
Why do I remain alive when I only wish to die?
I am so distressed - my soul rots all the while
I'm surrounded by life-loving shapes that exist without a choice
Your fears of d**h are covered up by the words "Suicide is weak"
Released from the grip of life's burdening chains
My body devoid of blood and unable to embrace pain
With d**h I'll grow in strength and might
Fading away without remorse
With d**h I'll leave this weakened earth
To become at one with the night
With d**h I'll grow in strength and might
Fading away without remorse
With d**h I'll leave this weakened earth
I am at one with the night