Hook: (Anjuli Stars)
And i wish that i could be born again
Redo all my wrongs and do it all again
And i wish that i could be born again
You wonder why
Just look up to the sky
Im calling
Verse 2:
Im dead the pa**ageway to hell is wide open
Heaven calls from afar but god is soft spoken
The soundtrack to satan is amusing
Hell was a possibility i made the trip all inclusive
Low self esteem tagged along in bottles of alcohol
k**in my every thought
Poison was chosen
Rewrote my life story made it bitter
Subservient to the urge of this sinner
I was given love i took it for granite
Never accomplished things cause of personal entrapment
My souls torn face disfigured
I smell the brimstone burning my voice quivers
I let out a whimper
The surface opened i was lead to a picture
I couldn't believe what it was
Its me in a casket so i see what wishful thinking does
Hook:
And i wish that i could be born again
Redo all my wrongs and do it all again
And i wish that i could be born again
You wonder why
Just look up to the sky
Im calling
Verse 2:
Opinions and theories became disoriented
Dangling through the cobwebs of the past
And at last i feel d**h first hand
With no need to dilute any method that it used
I look at my body the blood drippin down it
Disinterest in life lies kept me frownin
I took deception a tad further
Im now here playing back the last 23 years
My dad wasn't with me
The moment i was born
My moms showed me love
I still felt alone
My girl was my world
Can't believe i let her go
Tears turn bloody
Trying to reveal sumthing
How could i uncover
Emptyness within
My best option is a paper and a pen
Last seconds of life i end my last writes
With a wounded heart hoping repentment will suffice
Hook (2x)