She needed love but my love's not the one that she needed
So she took it and exchanged it for freedom
Switched, she used to tell me not to love her and leave her
But then she left me, now I wished I'd have cheated
I felt ditched, I felt defeated
I called her a b**h, but I didn't mean it
I was just so f**ing pissed about her leaving
I couldn't even slumber, until her phone number was deleted from my phone y'all
But in the back of my mind I wait around for her phone call
I just ran into a stone wall
Not trying to hear her dial tone so I don't call
How could she leave me on my own y'all
I'm all alone now
You see my first love was my last love
And my worst love was my last love
I should've listened to the pimps and the Macs
Cause the reason why a Mack does what a Mack does is because with love
Somebody always get played you're better off to be the one to take advantage
It's game, but it's true so you know how I do
If you ain't giving me some money I'm cool, baby I'm cool.. Late
(You say) I guess I see you in the next world
(You say) If you don't like my attitude blame my ex-girl
(You say) She say I just don't understand life
(You say) sh**, I say she just don't understand mine
So understand mine
I only fell in love once and got burned from it
b**hes ain't sh** was the only thing I learned from it
I had a homie named Jeffrey who started pimping
Cause he was tired of being dissed by so many women
And in the back of my mind, although I know he's sinning, I kinda feel him
See I know what he been through and what it feel like
Cause when I got my heart broke it didn't heal right
They told me just move on bro, that's a part of real life
I closed off my emotions and keep the seal tight, right?
So if you looking for love then
I guess I see you in the next world
You say I'm doing too much well
If you don't like my attitude blame my ex-girl
You say it isn't enough and you say I just don't understand life
Look at all the above well
Damn, maybe I just don't understand life
We have heartbreak
We all deal with it differently
Me I couldn't deal with it mentally
She looked like my one and only, only she concealed her identity
Unveiled her mask, she was misery
All alone, revealed her faces, the woman that I couldn't trust
I wanna reach to her but I promised that I wouldn't touch
I'm thinking love is a waste of time
And yet I'm trying to find a girl that can change my mind