Crown for real
All these days I been dreaming so it's up to me
I been taking Pills tryna heal from the streets
I don’t do the gang but my homies do the hit
Tryna stay in peace with the world but it kills
They said red roses symbolizes love
Black rose symbolizes hurts
I've been there for many times
A ni**a's life broke like he damned
Young boy doing sh*ts just so he can make a dime
Feed his mama and his other siblings
fu*k the druglife we gat caught up in it
Don’t judge me have you been to the street
Broke thugs walking just so we can eat
We out here balling so we can live big
I can't pray to heaven or hell cuz both seems racist to me
Baby girl broke my heart too many times
I feel like am a black roses
All these days i been dreaming so it's up to me
I been taking Pills tryna heal from the streets
I don't do the gang but my homies do the hit
Tryna stay in peace with the world but it kills
Black Roses on my mind when i try to keep the dice
Rollin' on the grinding tiles but it never seem to shine
Holy men be wearing white but that was in the past
Lord knows if i make it i'll be waving hands
I been locked up in my mind feeling solely dark
Used to wake up in the night just to chase the bag
Making ni**as snap when i pull up in a ride
I been putting on my clothes they been call it rags
Never seen what I seen just to make it right
I been stuck up in my dreams thought I lose my sight
In the dark I could see the roses through the light
Had to leave my league once just to win a fight My demons are awake
Running my life like the wild wild west
I can't swim out of these darkness I fall into
Trying to find my inner peace
But I cannot find my energy
Cuz baby girl u stole it
Am going codiene crazy
Everything gon be alright
Mama told me
I just hope she's right
Black roses thorns and bruises
In a ni**as heart