[Verse 1: 1575]
I guess I remember those days when I was struggling to get by
I had a chance but I didn't try
To grab it, like bunny rabbit when he choked
I was the one, they always made jokes
Maybe I could've changed it
But I waited with patience
For a track to express my views, so
I paused for a moment to think bout this
How everyone has something to confess and how everyone could live without this
I keep lying to myself and all the people around me
Can I change it? I don't think so
But maybe I can, with a new life though
I swear that's the type of sh** that I always hear
Hatred, you can't contain it
You gotta let it out, or someone else is gonna get it out
If I wanted to, I could've stopped it
But I didn't do, when I noticed sh**
I regretted that for the rest of my life
Like when I didn't ask out that girl that I liked
But that was years ago, I don't know
Why but it's still affecting my flows
If I knew I was gonna make it here, I wouldn't have gone too slow
Cause' I'll admit it this sh** changed my life
Now I'm out here doing what is right
And I'm done pretending, done defending
All my actions based on my confidence and providence of my soul
But these f*ggots keep takin' it away
But my mind is fightin' on for control
But I guess I can't stop yet
I'll tell you something, It's Over
[Verse 2: 1575]
My cut throat flows, stand as a testament
For those young rappers, all of em' facing oppression
How you gotta be from the hood, but let's face it
With everything that's going on here, this planet's getting racist
You had to rap about money, d** and getting b**hes, this wasn't me I knew it
When i tried to be mainstream man, I couldn't do it
f** it! Man screw it!
I thought that I was out
Nah I just took time off
I couldn't handle this world Imma' fly off
But is it worth it?
Why live on this earth? sh**
Sometimes my anger just takes over me so I quit playin'
And I'm out here slayin'
All these verses
But for a reason I try not to use curses
Cause' I don't like using violence to help me cop with a feel
If that was true, I could've murdered people out here for a deal
All this talk about guns, ain't they tired?
But don't you know, guns can't extinguish fire
Why can't you handle the truth?
Now you know why I'm the one goin' off in this booth
I'm done being silent
That was my rap name before, now I know why I changed it
Sacrificing your whole just for being cool?
No matter how much money you have, you're always gonna be the biggest fool
All these rappers out here, they're just mediocre
Even if life lets you down man, never be sober
Just remember, it's finally over