1st part (Depressed venting aka stage 1: kryptonite) constant conflict with myself while im living in fear
I bond with artists like kalin who were also kicked by their peers
To be honest,i change quick,im sort of diffrent each year
Formed disorders became normal as i sit and i stare
At the world,but f** it,im in no position to care
Ill dissapear without being missed if i won't get this sh** clear
My condition is mixed,im pissed off ,vision isnt as clear
I sit in a chair scribbling lyrics to get rid of the pain
All this hate made me crazed and driving me insane
Boi,im annoyed with this paranoia,i wanna destroy it
Annoyed with dissapointing myself,i light a joint to avoid it
But this sh** is me so i can't escape it even if i tried though
My mind is a prison,sick of being defined as a psycho
The only medication for me is my rhymes on the mic so
Im dedicated to making it,only with these lines im a psycho
No que,no coke,i meant the pen and a notepad
Dont act like you dont know that I'mma snap and just go mad!!
*BEAT CHANGES* (2nd part) (Aggresive, k**emall aka stage 2: fu*k YOU aka Revenge) I'mma bring it to anybody,anybody who gon want it
Ate so much hate on my plate,now all i gotta do is vomit it
It back em, mc mussollini,get the uzi or just stab em
Cut your f**ing nose off for being cheeky,its like speaking in diseases senses in sentances
Tensing my domented tongue when im spelling it
Smelling the jealousy (sniff sniff) like amphetamine
Adrenaline pumping through my f**ing vains when i get it in
Hellish child,kind of wild,burning the flames in my brain for the hell of it
Say its irrelevent and watch me play with your skeleton
Clever,better yet still developing this crazy inteligence
They say im a devil but but im just an angry angel who got sent to hell from heaven cause he was crazed and dangerous
Let me change it up,maybe im the normal one?
Either way i floss so enormously so watch me be so immoral son
You seriously thought i ever gave a f**?
Get the chain and dust,/suffered enough of the pain so tough
Luck motherf**ers,it ain't me s**er,you can blame your luck!
Me and kalin are fighting back so its shame on us?
Nah son,its okay to afraid but be brave enough
To pay for your mistakes so behave and shut
The f** up,and take the f**ing chainsaw while ill tape you up hahah!
Come here andy!,get the motherf**in blades and cut!