Ambush - Accountability Partner lyrics

[Verse 1] I'm at my homeboys funeral, I'm staring in his casket His eyes are closed he lays motionless His mother's face flooded with tears I kiss her on her forehead, as they confirm her worst fears I saw him changing since the seventh grade We were both good students with bright futures ahead He was a smart dude who didn't know what to do Cuz where we from being smart ain't cool, sad but true I noticed his grades slipped, cuz he stopped trying Noticed he started stealing, Noticed he started lying Noticed he started thuggin' Noticed he was changing But I didn't say nothing, cuz I didn't wanna sound lame And I'm hating myself As I stare at his dead face Feel like if I said something he wouldn't be dead I watch him fall off right before my eyes And now I can't forgive myself, hard as I try [Hook: Ambush and Alexis Jones] I check my watch every hour As time winds down before I leave I'm looking at decisions that I'm making And asking who do I aim to please I don't know, I don't know, I don't know Is it you is it them is it me? What is it to gain the world, but loose the ones you love? [Verse 2: Dee 1] Boy meets girl, boy likes girl, girl likes boy They become a couple Girl tells boy that she is a virgin Heavy into church, spiritual immersion Boy digs that, Boy understands But boy knows afterness is hard for a man Who already ain't pure, but boy loves girl They pledge to abstain, numb to the world The was on the same page but day after day Waiting became hard that's when girl prayed That when she was weak, she would be strong And when he was weak, she would be strong They still tried to wait but that didn't last long It felt so right but she felt so wrong Eventually we broke up, I'm sorry I took that from you It's been k**ing me, so it's time I spoke up [Hook: Ambush and Alexis Jones]