Ambry - Postcards From California lyrics

so this is what its like to feel something that no one understands ill scream as loud as i can until im spilling blood but im just talking, talking to myself again the pressure is getting to me although it keeps me up at night i still believe in dreams through these dreams and worn out seams im breaking im breaking out of this ill find my chance to shine this time im leaving leaving everything behind this noose is coming undone breathing is getting easier i can see the future open roads and phone calls home to you but dont ask me if ill miss you because you know im always honest dont search for answers you dont want to hear depression is getting to me although it keeps me up at night ill find my time to sleep this town has left me nothing but broken bones and past friends names engraved in stones when teenage boys end their lives single handedly somethings just not right here somethings just not right we pray for rain to wash all our past mistakes away the only ones who dont believe are the ones that never learned to breathe now i can breathe... im learning you cant live until youve k**ed the enemies in your head and leave them for dead this is what we need