Ambry - Dancing With My Confusion lyrics

Dimmed down bed room lights better stay quiet, everyone's tired my minds forgetting mother's advice to never play with knives and alcohol it's sad I'm everything to her but too me I'm nothing at all swallow it, take it down, drown out this town and the sound of nothing that seems so loud to ears waiting ready to hear a new sound and eyes that are blinded to all outside lights maybe i'm forgetting to tell myself that these nightmares can come real maybe it's nothing maybe I forget to tell myself that... if dreams come true then nightmares can too and this monster that eats at my brain and my heart and arms called growing up swallow it take it down drown out this town and the sound of nothing that seems so loud to ears waiting ready to hear a new sound and eyes that are blinded to all outside lights this state is a hand me down sweater sown in sh** that I've grown out of and don't want to deal with but I don't think there's an escape every city is the same city with a different name but I would never k** myself because even now heaven so closely resembles hell through just another window in a house on the side of a street that leads to nothing only circles around it's self I wait so impatiently for change to save me from this grave I dig myself every night take my mind away and say that 'everything will be ok' give it back to me, everything will never be the same self destruct.. everything will never 'be ok