Ambrosia - Russian Roullette Freeverse lyrics

Im justifying my life up on a pedistil, nothing seems right to me but I ignnore the real And now my heart in fixiation with the pain of me Can't you see dat love the only real thing to me, naw Cus you want me to pay the fine, so if I lie dat means puts me deeper in the lake of wine So I drink my life away n cause the stress major, and im glad dat I moved cus im out of danger And people look at me and I tell u this, they see my guilt turn corners when I take the risk Can u please wait, dont rush me yall, Im in a pile of my depth and Im takin flaws But you cud never tell, cus u never listen, but ant no hook in this Hear me takin vision Give me time to heal, I gave u time to k** Give me time to live, I gave u time to chill Now sit and tell me this, if u really loved me Why u criticizin, tell me how it feels This the poem floetry, I hope u get it close