Ambivalence - Algophobia Left lyrics

Feeling numb because of empty feelings And devastated from absurd and superficial events You cannot deny yourself pleasure Of self-poisoning with fear of pain That you so sweet anticipate And will come to hate when feel Only pain made me understand The nature of such usual things And I don't want to understand I deceive myself Giving poisoned answers To your venomous questions Do not search for my words any more Algophobia Smoldering desire is leaving burns All over your body and partly in soul Nothing but fear that you have shown Your ulcers again to a treacherous man You console me in either And destroy in another You are afraid, you see Overcoming pain barrier and moral principles You break into yourself deeper and deeper But will you get out?